exposed - retrograde # 2

retrograde #2 (by deav)
Brasília, Mai 2004
(exposed)

sit here
watching planes go by
sucking smoke
as they cross the dark sky
it’s not that
i haven’t been like this before
only now i feel lonely and sore

miles away from home
thinking ‘bout nothing
a little bit ‘bout you
but that’s a sad thing
if home is where your heart is
then i’m homeless
with a shattered heart like this

i wonder
if you were here with me
should i need
someone help me be
if only
i could find an answer
it would be good if i
could understand the questions

so old
but never started living
crazy dreaming
i feel like losing it
no plane
can take me to your eyes
at least there’re fireflies

if only i could make some sense…

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