addiction

after you get the first sting, you're addicted, so they say. i guess that's true. i guess that's exactly what i needed, something to look forward to, something to give me the pleasure of antecipation, something to help me through july. that's good when the aching is deep, but the surface must remain undefiled. thank you.
p.s. I: this is not meant as apology of legal or illegal drugs; there are endogenous drugs that can be produced by our own mind; careful, though; they're as much as powerful, and can be as much as devastating...
p.s. II: i guess that's another extended pms.

learning

only now i learned that i had to enable the due option to allow comments. i think i just did that, so feel free to comment on this post, the ones before and all the ones that follow. be honest, but kind ;)

rebirth

newly born and changed already. to get more like myself. been changing so fast for so long that i'm exausted. guess i'll never stop spinning. the only unchangeable thing in the universe is change itself, says the wiseman... there's no such thing as eternal rest. eternal movement made of spirals of time that toss you around, and, now and then, allow you short pauses, to share a kiss, eat a piece of chocolate, write a song, shed a tear. my pause is over for now.

the beginning

so, i've gone public ... sudden block out ... exposure is hard.
i hope i'll get used to speaking out, that's a good first step if i intend to sing out very shortly.
i'll take my time (though it's getting shorter by the hour...); maybe bring my songs in...
that's all i can do for now.