"drowning in a sea of faces, hardly keep my head above the surface..."

thirst (by deav 2003)

Monday, August 09, 2004

(?) - barely living

barely living (by deav)
Rio, Jul 2004 (?)

wake up, the clock is ringing
stand up, the room is spinning
back down,
it’s there, but i can’t see the sun

eight minutes more, the clock
is snoozing, i get up again
eyes blurred,
i stand up and just stumble on

i can’t see my face,
hidden by scrambled hair
in sleepy confusion,
yawning, i mumble
i’m barely living

one hour to get ready
and leave, twenty minutes to get there
where i am, yet i am not

feel like a ghost, a lost soul
things flow like in slow motion
feel like a fish inside a water bowl

night falls, all the way back
knowing tomorrow will be
the same,
head on the pillow i wonder
i’m barely living

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