(?) - in the now

in the now (by deav)
Rio, Ago-Set-Out 2004 - Mar 2005
(?)

i’ve been sleeping for a thousand years
in a bed of stone
i have visions of the hidden fears
of all the time that’s gone

i’ve been riding a night mare
through the underground fields of my soul
i've been drinking from the well of madness
that yields the seeds that i sow

i’ve been dreaming for a thousand years
of the times to come
i’ve been living on the b-side, in tears
what have i done?

when crossroads turn out to be a dead-end
i wonder
am i later than i supposed?
but things can get better
this is not a game, i’m still in the fight
i’ll ride the wave, i’ll follow the sight

in the now
my creation is in my hand
no time to mourn
the time it takes to understand
cause time is only a dream
and i’m almost awake
life will be what i make
here
in the now…

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