for an angel - last song

last song (by deav)
Rio, Dez 2005
(for an angel – just lyrics)

well… the moment i’ve feared the most
has finally met me half-way
the wise man spoke the truth
now i hear, on the floor where i lay

i can’t deny, i saw it coming
but it don’t make it hurt any less
i wonder, will i find a way
to live again in hopelessness?

what do i do with the empty nights?
what do i do with the dreamless sleep?
how do i bring to darkness the light?
how do i dry the tears that i weep?

this is the last song
that i’ll write about you
though i may be wrong
that’s all i can do
for now…

while life happens all around
i sit here naked and numb
i can’t believe, it’s just too soon
what else could i have done?

it’s ironic, i can tell
that the time i used to fight
will be the only help for me
maybe again i’ll see the light

what do i do with the scream in my throat?
what do i do with the will not to be?
how do i sip from this sea where i float?
how do i fix this wreck that is me?

this was the last song
that i wrote about you
it’s such an ugly song
but that’s all i can do
for now…

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