happy new year, happy new life

well, another cicle of life comes to an end. i've never been more filled with hope in my life before. i believe that life is now, and that today we have access to the matter for the creation of universes. today i'm happy, and i'm creating a beautiful future. and hope is feeling that my next "todays" will be as happy as or more happy than "this" today. for the first time in my life i have no fear. i may be sad, i may cry, things may change, i may lose friends and loved ones, i may get angry and nervous because of work and all, but in the neverending cicle of life there's this feeling of bliss and gratefulness for the gift of existence. i wish everyone could feel this way.

HAPPY 2005 !!!

"quem teve a idéia de cortar o tempo em fatias, a que se deu o nome de ano, foi um indivíduo genial. industrializou a esperança fazendo-a funcionar no limite da exaustão. doze meses dão para qualquer ser humano se cansar e entregar os pontos. aí entra o milagre da renovação e tudo começa outra vez com outro número e outra vontade de acreditar que daqui para adiante vai ser diferente." (Carlos Drummond de Andrade)

“who had the idea of cutting time in slices, calling it ‘year’, was a genius. turned hope into a machine and made it work until the edge of exhaustion. twelve months are enough to make any human being get tired and give up. then comes the miracle of renewal and everything begins again with another count and another will to believe that, from now on, everything will be different.”