(?) - gone

gone (by deav)
Rio, Nov 2004 (?)

i’ve been searching
then you came
but you had your fingers crossed behind your back
i built a castle of cards
then it crumbled down
leaving behind just a pile of wreck

but i don’t need to be here
crawling
collecting crumbs of affection
no i don’t need to be here
kneeling
begging for a bit of attention

so i’m gone
i’m gone
i’m gone
and i’ll never be back
now i’m gone
i’m gone
i’m gone
and the last thing you’ll see is the back of my neck

i really thought i had found what i was looking for
but i was only half a being
now i know i was wrong
i must be one
to deserve a whole feeling

but i don’t need to be here …

so i’m gone …

i’m gone
i’m gone
i’m gone
the further i can from you

i’ll run
i’ll run
as if i had a gun aimed at the back of my neck

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